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Wow, it's been some time now since I've even written here. Not that there hasn't been anything to write about, because believe me, there's been plenty to blog about. So much has been going on in my life. One of the bigger things is work. I've been so stressed out at work, it's really starting to get to me. Not just in frustration or stress, but literally my health. When I was younger, I had a similar problem and to be honest, when I went to see some doctors they told me straight up, "either you stop stressing or you'll end up in a hospital". I took their advice and chose to stop with all the stressing. Well, just recently, I started feeling those pains again. Anyway, long story short, either something has to change at work, or I'm really going to have to start looking in another direction. I guess I could go in to a lot of details regarding with what's happening at work, but I'd rather not, cause to be honest, just thinking about work just gets me all depressed. It's Sunday, late and I don't even want to go to bed right now, cause I know by the time I barely close my eyes it'll be morning and time to go to work. Not fun. On top of that, my truck has been giving me problems. We've already shelled up a lot of money to a mechanic, and it's still making a noise. But you know what, as much as all of this is just getting to me, there are a lot of other things that are just going so well for me in life. My family, my friends, my marriage. It's all been so blessed. I could sit here and keep fretting about what's bad, but sometimes, it really helps to think about the good in life as well. Sort of a balance. I wish I could focus more on the positive than the negative, but it doesn't help when most of my day is spent at work. I guess all I can do right now is wait. See what happens. See what God has in store with me. I guess I'll watch one more episode of Friday Night Lights, and I think I'll call it a night.