I am a FAILURE

You know, being a Christian is not easy. In fact, it's impossible. Well, impossible without the grace of God. Sometimes I look in the mirror and I think to myself, "Why does God continue to love me?". What is it that he sees in me? I sure don't see it. I think about the bad things I've done, said, seen and heard in the past, and I just think to myself, "Yuck". Even now, that I have become so much closer to Christ and learned more and more about the word of God, I still fail. I fail, and I fail and I fail. But yet, God continues to be there. Never, NOT ONCE has he ever failed me. NOT ONE TIME. And yet, he continues to seek me. That is something that I will truly never grasp. I mean, even a parent's love has a limit at some far point. I'm so glad that our salvation is not how close we are to walking like Christ here on this earth, cause God knows I wouldn't be on that list. We are truly blessed that he has sent his ONLY SON to die for us. If it were not for that, my fate would have been sealed in a whole different envelope.